Confessions of A Sentimental Schmuck

It could all be so simple
But youd rather make it hard
Loving you is like a battle
And we both end up with scars
Tell me, who I have to be
To get some reciprocity see
No one loves you more than me
And no one ever will

Is this just a silly game
That forces you to act this way
Forces you to scream my name
Then pretend that you cant stay
Tell me, who I have to be
To get some reciprocity see
No one loves you more than me
And no one ever will

No matter how I think we grow
You always seem to let me know
It aint workin
It aint workin
And when I try to walk away
Youd hurt yourself to make me stay
This is crazy
This is crazy

I keep letting you back in
How can I explain myself
As painful as this thing has been
I just cant be with no one else
See I know what we got to do
You let go and Ill let go too
cause no ones hurt me more than you

And no one ever will
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Nuthin...just heard this song by Lauryn Hill while am on the net....
Hayy....
Sentimental!!!!

But I kinda relate to it

Dreams are Just Within Reach

One part of my life is not so good but it's true what they say not everything conspires to bring you down there are defintely good times...and good moments that will just in a way make you feel good...

Went home at past 9am today, met with my friend for breakfast in Jollibee...when I have time I always end up brewing or eating with a friend especially with my down time moments...

Hayy yesterday....I dunno what was with me was so sad and about to burst out and cry when my good friend Sette just spoke with me and told me that we will just have good times this Sunday and will go to Tagaytay baby!!! looking forward to it....

At work no one has the slightest idea how one person took my happiness in a snap....hayy dont wanna go into details...was just devastated and just hayyy...am such a stupid schmuck!!!

But this got me smiling and a bit excited.....Got this in the mail....dont have the slightest idea where this mail came from......

Opening it up....the mail actually came from Impact College....one school am hoping to be accepted with for September classes.....








Hayy..what a relief....atleast I get to see other options just incase....

Am accepted and welcomed in their institution just paper works and documents...
Life..such a hard time, but this definitely tells me...
I have a life after all the torments....
Life that could be better...and lovelier....

Looking forward not only getting in London but improving thyself to be a better me....


Happy...happy..happy....

Iam....

Of Great and Difficult Decisions