Alone Again.....naturally

Break up blues...and coping

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

The Senti and Bitter Me Strikes Back

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it.
Cause they’d stick up for me.


If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I could turn off my phone
Tell everyone it’s broken
So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waitin’ for me to come home (to come home)


It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I’d forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong


But you’re just a boy
You don’t understand
Yeah you don’t understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you’ve taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you’re just a boy


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I BETTER HAVE THIS SONG DOWNLOADED ON MY I POD...bleh

Tuesday, September 02, 2008

A Resigned Call Center Agent's Aftermath

Haist...it's been 4 days since I bid goodbye to call center..and here's what I have been doing
SLEEP at 6am...wide awake at night...bugging people on text's by forwarded msgs, in the hope that they will reply and say hi...ask questions and end upconversing on my landline.. apparently..since most of my friends are in the call center business...they usually reply hours after...
EAT...since i have nothing to do...eat anything edible op chors....:)) Which is why I think I gained weight...tsk tsk tsk....
MALLING till I drop....I havent done any shopping, but since I resigned, I didnt have to look at the clock and plan when to sleep, do my laundry in preparation for the week's sked...So far last Monday went out with my friend Jho...and went to movie with Ron and talk and just talk..went home at 12am! ahahaha.....
CONNECTWITH MI FAMILIA..spomething I havent been doing the past years, its easier to talk with them at this point...madami time, at nde ka inaantok pag kelangan mo sila kausapin....

Haist.. I dont have anything againts call center, pero it affectedme in a way,stress, time hnde na normal body clock ko..am adjusting and I know living a normal life isnt easy afterwards, and downside lang nga... MISS KO N YUNG FRIENDS KO FROM WORK>>>>MISS KO N YUNG TEAM>>>>>



I HOPE YOU READ THIS>>>>MISS KO N KEO U HAVE NO IDEA HOW SAD IAM ON MY LAST DAY AFTER GOING HOME>>

Thelo told me d daw ako umiyak nun...I did..when I went home, dun lang ng sink in....am not your team mate anymore....

Awkward last MOnday I passed by PBCOM while in a bus..and I told myself...my former office...:(

Haist..life is about changes..am beginning to embrace those changes now....


______

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Friday, July 11, 2008

Buh bye

It’s all said and done, it’s real, and it’s been fun.

It’s something unpredictable, but in the end is right, I hope you had the time of your life.

Saying goodbye isn’t the hard part, it’s what we leave behind that’s tough.

You never leave someone behind, you take a part of them with you and leave a part of yourself behind.

Buh-bye

Wednesday, July 09, 2008

Lonely Dee

Was in the cab on my way to work when I heard this song and it finally hit me....
Am not alone but am I lonely?...
Not about someone holding my hand when needed...not for the goodnight kiss or random i love you's....am just alone feeling so lonely....
Self pity..guess so....
I am so damn afraid that am gonna be alone there in a few months...new place, new friends...new everything....
I might be singing this song over there...
But I hope I wont be feeling lonely being alone out there......

Haist life


When I was young
I never needed anyone
And making love was just for fun
Those days are gone
Livin' alone
I think of all the friends I've known
When I dial the telephone
Nobody's home

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore

Hard to be sure
Sometimes I feel so insecure
And loves so distant and obscure
Remains the cure

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore
All by myself
Don't wanna live
All by myself
Anymore

When I was young
I never needed anyone
Making love was just for fun
Those days are gone

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore
All by myself
Don't wanna live
Oh
Don't wanna live
By myself, by myself
Anymore
By myself
Anymore
Oh
All by myself
Don't wanna live
I never, never, never
Needed anyone

Hear it here

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

I just dont wanna be lonely........

Was in the cab on my way to work when I heard this song and it finally hit me....
Am not alone but am lonely...
Not about someone holding my hand when needed...not for the goodnnight kiss or random i love you's....am just alone feeling so lonely....
Self pity..guess so....
I am so damn afraid that am gonna be alone there in a few months...new place, new friends...new everything....
I might be singing this song over there...
But I hope I wont be feeling lonely being alone out there......

Haist life


When I was young
I never needed anyone
And making love was just for fun
Those days are gone
Livin' alone
I think of all the friends I've known
When I dial the telephone
Nobody's home

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore

Hard to be sure
Sometimes I feel so insecure
And loves so distant and obscure
Remains the cure

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore
All by myself
Don't wanna live
All by myself
Anymore

When I was young
I never needed anyone
Making love was just for fun
Those days are gone

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore
All by myself
Don't wanna live
Oh
Don't wanna live
By myself, by myself
Anymore
By myself
Anymore
Oh
All by myself
Don't wanna live
I never, never, never
Needed anyone


All By Myself - Celine Dion

Sunday, June 01, 2008

Revelation 101

Shocked..almost tripped on megamall....

Haist..why now?